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And I turned away
Because I could not embrace her with my arms
Any closer than her heart held me within.
She sat in silence
And listened to me sing.
They were songs
Auditory glimpses of my soul
For the world to hear,
Yet she was the only one
To devour my melodies
With total belief and understanding.
When my mother awoke
I would wipe her tears I thought were from sadness,
And perhaps I was not wrong,
For she, too, was
Hit for strength,
And robbed of love time and time again.
She would always cry
When I was too sick to care to try.
So when that day or night
Comes to take my mother’s life,
I know I will more than halfway die.
She says she will miss my singing,
Yet she must know
That I will long for her listening,
Especially when I, once again,
Scream for her
Instead of at her
Like I do when the world bites my heart and hands,
When I am bleeding
And only she can clot the wo
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